fall intheBay

like the leaf falling down.. the quietness after a catharsis.. catharsis of silent tears, big smiles, and emotional explosions. this is not a good-bye.. goodbye for now. how can i mourn in the middle of a festie? when i lost myself in the fire? in the peaks of hugs and cuddles? while i am feeling every beat in my body? the night turned into 4 in the morning.. the fall came the day after, instead of the summer sun.. in one day.. so many things can change, with the rhythm of nature, with the dance of the moon every night. hiding and opening again.. this new moon is gonna open to the fall.. fall of landing.. the leaves are gonna fall on the earth on the other side of the world.. first on the other coast.. oh the infamous autumn in NY. don't bring me down. from NYtoIstanbul, what to expect? dry leaves on the mama earth.. the same mama earth on every inch of the world. wherever i go, it is my prayer to bring the beauty in me, wherever i go it is my prayer to find the beautiful. in joy, in dark, in dry, in wet. the beauty in the melancholy of the dry orange leaves, and purple morning glories. oh the beauty of the autumn rain, you dont shake my booty like the summer sunshine, but you sure take my soul to the other places. in the places of grief, and the spaces of coziness.. i still feel the tickle in my ear.. from far.. and sometimes in the same room but shy.. oh my gypsy soul witnessing the seasons of transformation, shredding the skin in different continents.. south, north, west to east, i fly.. like a leaf falling down from a tree, and landing in another world. keeping the memories, letting go the unnecessary.. in the land of home. away from home.. i pray to create home wherever i go. and fill it with beautiful men, beautiful women, animals. and find beauty-full ways to express. in the land of love. real love for real. find me wherever i go. goodbye for now.