you make me wanna smoke first thing in the morning. you make my heart feel empty, and i try to fill it with coffee and smoke.. the snychronicities between us.. you are unable to see. after months of not seeing you, moving to another city from the same neighborhood, after burying your necklace in MachuPicchu and burning your name in the temple, i ran into u in the middle of nowhere before the full moon, exactly a year after i ran into u, and you shake everything inside of me again.. and again.. i am in the same desperate place for a little bit.. i know my heart cannot afford to stay there for a longer time.. i know i take care of my heart now, much better than last year.. so i leave.. with a bitter taste in my heart. i have been to the dark places of loving you and i know i don't wanna lost myself again in those lonely places. i know you don't want to meet me there. we will never know probably, how it would be to meet at the heart of fearless love. i had a taste of most delicious pain. i know this time i am not gonna follow the signs that are gonna take me to the dead end. been there. be blessed. good bye.